i really should stop crying
my eyes out.
one fine day,
my eyes will go on strike and
pop out. then they will run away.
goodness.
i should stop trying to kill my eyes.
or maybe, i should stop trying
to kill myself and reduce
self torture. O.O
i just realised the older you grow,
the more complicated things get.
as a child, things were much simpler.
u cry for:
food,
nappy change,
boredom,
pain,
irritation,
and whatever babies cry for.
everything is communicated with bawls.
no doubt it may be remoting tramautising
for the parents, but at the very least
babies or very young kids are
not exposed to the world enough to
show other sense of emotions
or take other actions.
they cry because they are unhappy.
i wish the world was like that.
impossible i know.
but it would make many things much
much more simpler.
now, people are exposed to
manipulation, lies, half-truths,
and other stuff that make living and
understanding so much more difficult.
u have to start figuring out if
something one person does has a
hidden agenda, or another purpose.
what has become of the world?
no wonder the xenophobia people
feel are not only not decreasing but
there are more and more people
who live in fear everday,
not only of the dangers of milk scams
and diseases, but the consequences of
human interaction.
makes people feel tired isnt it?
to be constantly on their guard?
but guess what?
people do it all the same.
thats why many people are not only
becoming physically tired.
they are becoming mentally tired too.
as humans become more civilised and
technologically advanced,
it also becomes more tiring and draining
to survive in the world now.
so just maybe, becoming smarter
makes the world worse off then it
started off with.
at least people in the past killed
for their own survival.
but in our world now people die
all the time, yet not all is for the sake
of survival.
life is becoming more and more
complicated.
it is as if simplicity becomes
irrelevant in the world now.
as if nothing can be classified
as simple anymore.